Woah!

Wow, I haven't blogged in over a month! So lately I've been working at Blackburn, gone to the beach, and hung out with Chris & friends. First of all Blackburn.. The first day a kid threw up, another day the bus broke down, it started raining on us at the park.. Ugh! Haha but on the better note, I just got back from the beach a few days ago, I was there a full week. At first it was hard being away from Chris that long because we're used to seeing each other everyday and then all of the sudden going a full seven days! It got easier and in the end, me being gone brought us closer together, it made us realize soo much. It brought us closer together. I'm not going to say everything on here because thats between me and him, but I'm just going to say.. I love Christopher Scott Hall.. and we DEFF. have a future. I know people say that all the time and it doesn't work.. but this will. <3! I went to the beach with my mom, Bethany, and her mom. I had a blast, me and Bethany went walking on the beach at night in the dark and we looked with our flashlights and there were at least 10 crabs around us, so we stood on these two random chairs still on the beach and then like freaked out the whole time as we walked back to our "path" to our house. Haha there were many more good time but I don't feel like typing allll of them. Other than all that stuff, summer has been GREAT! I'll blog more later?

CSH<3

Life <3

Wow haha I haven't written in a longggg time. So school is pretty much over and its summerrr :) That means the beach and FUN!!! I'm going to miss some of the seniors but I still have all my other people. Today was a pretty good day, I found out that I made a 93 on my geometry exam!! Thats like really really really good for me :D I took my biology one, I'm not too sure on how I did on that one. Well I came home after exams and slept like like 4ish. Chris came over and we watched some tv then went out to eat with my mom. Then we picked up Orville from work and we all came and hung out here. Ohhh, my air condition broke! So like this past week we've had NO ac at my house and its been hottt. My moms boyfriend is here now fixing it, thank god. And my phone broke like it was stuck on a white screen so the phone place mailed me a new one, I got it today and found out that the volume button on the side doesn't work so I have to call tomorrow and get another one mailed to me, geeze its like the 3rd or 4th one! I love my life, I have like the BEST friends anyone can ask for, I know people say it alot but I honestly do. We have the best times together :) Me and Chris are amazing <3 Its going to be 7 months in like a week!! Woah, thats like the longest I've dated someone besides those silly relationships in elementry school haha. Last weekend I hung out with some old friends. I was with Bethany, Justin(my ex) and Bj. I'm so glad me and Justin are still friends, we may not have worked out but we sure do as friends. I'm really glad Chris trusts me to hang out with other guys. But me, Beth, Justin, and Bj had fun that night. We went like around the world haha and cruised 70. I think we are hanging out tomorrow again :) This is a pretty long blog, but oh well. I have alot to say, and trust me.. This isn't everything. Ahhhh, I really really really really love life right now. I'm really happy with everything, I can like cry and smile for days.. Well not really haha.

I love you Chris, Orville, Anna, Bethany, Justin.. And EVERYONE ELSE <3

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Life lately has been amazzzing! :) I've gotten alot accomplished. I got things worked out with Ashley, I think, got my nails done, went tanning, and hung out with Bethany, hung out with Chris and Orville also :) Gahhh, I love my life. I have an AMAZING boyfriend, and pretty great best friends too. Anna's birthday is on Tuesday, she's going to be 16!!!! Well, tomorrow Chris is picking me up sometime before noon, and I'll be with him like litterally the whole day til like 10:30ish. I love that boy to death :D Well its almost two in the morning so I will go to bed now and blog later.

Goodnighttt.

Ughhh!!!

I know I haven't done this in a while but oh well. I've been kinda busy lately. My Dad drove up here from Texas and got here on Friday. He picked me and my sister up from school. Well Friday was mine and Chris's SIX MONTHS! :) (I'll talk about that later, its like a whole other paragraph) So I chose to spend that day after school with Chris, so my dad and sister went and hung out. I haven't seen my dad in like a year almost. Well, Saturday my sister had a birthday party. Almost twenty middle schoolers screaming and stuff in my house, ahhhhhhhh it was driving me crazy. My friends came and so did Chris. I had fun that day also. Well Sunday came and me and my dad went shopping and out for lunch, we came back home for about an hour and my uncle came over. Then me, dad, and sister went out to eat for dinner. Today, my dad took me and Becca to school, then left :( I wish he could have stayed longer but I'll take what I can get.

Now, me and Chris's SIX MONTHS! :) He picked me up around 4 something. We went out to eat, the we went to Home Depot, Walmart to get something for his truck, then to Lowes. Then we had to find something to do until 10 cause thats when our movie was so we went to the mall. We saw KC and Alex there, and then met up with my dad and sister. Us 4 just hung out and talked.. Oh and btw I'm soooooooo glad my dad got to meet chris, FINALLY. Anyways.. We left there and went back to Walmart cause I had to pee haha then the movies. I didn't get home til like 1 something, but that night was the best yet. I spent it out with Chris from 4ish to 1ish in the morning! :))) <333333333333333333333333

On the bad note, Saturday I got grounded from the computer cause I had gotten done vacuuming for the party and my sister needed me to log onto the computer for her to make a cd for her party. Well earlier that day she made me sooo mad because I got fussed at by my mom because my sister went and told my mom a lie that wasn't true and my mom came and fussed at me and wouldn't hear my side of the story, the truth. Well when she needed me on the computer I didn't want to help her after what she did so I refused to help. My mom and sister was making me sooo mad that day I threw down the vacuum. Then my mom said I was grounded. That whole day it was like I was the only one doing everything wrong! I tried to help set up for the party but I get fussed at and told to go and get out of the way, then I get out of the way and then get yelled at and told to help. OMG! Then yesterday I was trying to tell my mom the TRUTH about what happened cause I wanted on the computer and we got into an argument because she wouldn't see that Becca was in the wrong and I didn't really do anything. Then I got my phone taken away because I told my mom that I wasn't going to do ANYTHING for my sister or help or be here if she needs me after what trouble she got me into and after what she did. My mom took that as a threat so she took my phone. I got everything back but I was still supposidly in the wrong for EVERYTHING, yeah I did throw down the vacuum but that was it. Would I have done that if my sister told the truth? NO! Then tonight I simply ask my mom a question. I asked if she was going anywhere tonight? Then she was like no. I walked out then she told my sister something about me asking dumbass questions. I was really wondering because her bag was in the living room. So I walked in the room and get fussed at yet AGAIN because I told her that it wasn't a dumb question, just wondering cause I saw her bag. GEEZE! Something is wrong, idk what but I get fussed at for every little thing, for asking a simple question.. it gets turned into me "back talking" or "running my mouth" UGHHHH!!!! Idk what I'm doing wrong, I don't see it and alot of others don't either. I just wish it would stop cause when I get fussed at I tend to run my mouth back cause normally there's a reason why I did something or I didn't do anything to begin with. AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Mom, if you read this then sorry but I just needed to let it all out. I try to help at my sisters party, get fussed at. Ask my mom if she's going out tonight, get fussed at for asking a "dumb" question when I was being serious. I'm done. I wont ask questions or anything. Just live my life. I cant do anything right!!!!!!!!!!!! And to make it all better, when I came home tonight my mom told me that when I went to the doctors last week they said I have a bladder infection. They gave me meds but they called today and said that they ran more tests and found out that its a different strain of the bladder infection. So this whole week I've been taking meds that aren't helping. I'm kinda worried cause I read on the internet that if a bladder infection goes untreated then it can cause a kidney infection. Well I'm going to bed. Goodnight.

Woahhh!

I haven't written in a long time. Alot has happened but I'm not going to put it all on here. Yesterday I had to go to the dentist. A filling that I've already had came loose so they had to fix it. The dentist lied to me, he said I would only be getting ONE shot to numb me.. Well he ended up giving me two. Then he started drilling and I could feel it so I got another one. I ABSOLUTELY HATE NEEDLES!!! My jaw is now sore and it hurts.
Today I went to the doctor because I've been having a "pee problem". Haha I wont go into detail. It turns out that I just have a bladder infection. The doctor gave me two pills and one is HUGE. The other one is kinda small and its shiny gold. It supposed to help with the pain and it turns my pee like florescent yellow/orange! Haha its sooo cool. I'm just glad the infections going to be gone soon, I was getting tired of waking up every two minutes just to go pee.

Besides all my problems like that, life is pretty amazing. Chris and I are going great; as always <3>

Mistakes.

Everyone makes mistakes. Its a part of life. I'm sorry if I ever made anyone of you mad, sad, or anything. I'm sorry if I treated any of you bad. I'm starting over with everything. Being a better person in every way I can. I'm trying to fix all my past mistakes. Sorry is all I can say.

Me and Chris are doing great! :) I love him to death, I couldn't love anyone more; besides family. He is just amazinggggg! There aren't enough words I can say to describe how I feel about him. I'm just glad we are doing great, always have been and always will. Next Friday is SIX MONTHS!! <3